emotional

In this few months time, my action start abnormal.
My emotion change 180 degree.
I cant control my tears to fall down.
I start thinking throughout negative ways.
I cant feel the happiness of live.
I feel like I am alone.
I am totally busy.
I am stress.
I cant stand any more.
I hope to cry out.
I hope share out.
Maybe one day I will expose.
It may cause another huge destroy of the earth.